I miss you..

things keep changing in this world, so do I...
we can't forecast our future whereby it's beyond our limitation,
but we can create our future, build our own future..
no matter how or what you choose to go for, I'll fully support you and be with you.

I know I can't give you any promise or even request you to stay, you have your own life and future.
as I'm not your who who who, or maybe we not even know everything about each other.
maybe you're not coming back anymore, or even I can't see you anymore.
but at least I'm cherish the time we left right now, and I wish I got the ability to force time passes slowly or even freeze the time.

serious insomnia recently... I can't fall asleep in the midnight.. as my mind is full of you. i couldn't express how it feel like, but it's really happening...
honestly I'm so scare you just leave it and never come back anymore, which I couldn't accept it.
am I crazy?... I'm dilemma... I know you're not happy and ntg memorable for you at here.
i wish you can go back to you life and stay happiness, but the innermost feeling from my deep heart is telling me that you can come back to here again,
this is kind of selfish and stupid behavior on me...

Life is about change, sometimes it's painful, sometimes it's beautiful
but most of the time... it's both
sometimes we have to lose something precious in order to gain something priceless.

countdown-ing... few days left
I'm cherish the time we left right now and I really appreciate it..




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